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Self destruction is present in one way or another. Everyone does something to self destruct.

(via suicidal-girl-forever-alone-dea)

I honestly just need someone to talk to. I’m really fucking scared.

everybodybequiet:

the meteor that hit russia should’ve hit and killed me instead

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Pain medicine and whiskey swishes shall keep my happy ass from crying. Terrible, terrible pain.

I hate what alcohol does to my sensitive ass stomach, and the fact that my liver enzymes have been really high scares the fuck out of me. But I seriously got really drunk and I started drinking at 12. After this pain goes away, I’ll go back to not drinking ever again. Just right now I have no weed, a small amount of pain killers, and no other options. It sucks.

My doctor was so cute though. He said I needed a dentist, and when I explained how I’ve been calling every single dentist that the insurance company gave me, and none of them took my insurance, he said, “I think that there should be no limitations as to who takes what insurance. Every doctor should take every insurance. It should just be free. It’s not fair that young, beautiful people like you have to suffer because nobody takes your insurance time and time again.”

I love that man. His nurse is the reason I’m going to be a doctor, and he secured it by saying how impressed he was with my medical knowledge and whatnot. He’ll write me a letter of recommendation. :’)

Yippee skippy, batman.

I haven’t been to a dentist in 5 years. Probably because the only one I can find to take my insurance are a bunch of assholes who called me fat and laughed at my pain. Seriously. Fuck you.

The search continues. I’ve called so many offices, and nobody takes my insurance. Fuck you all.

I have a doctor’s appointment at 6, so maybe he’ll give me pain meds while I continue to search.

Until then, I’m drinking whiskey like it’s water. fucking sucks.

Ugh.

You know, my tooth pain has been so bad that it’s the second day in a row that I’m completely hammered. Breakin’ my rules for pain relief.. Grr. I really hope my liver doesn’t shut down. Fak. But my teeth hurt so bad and I have no weed or pain medicine. /:

joshramsaystrenchwench:

What. Have. I. Done.

/dead